Lately, since I've gotten back to work and removed my gaming hiatus, thing have been feeling rather lackluster.

......... I feel... tired. And kind of uninterested in the things which surround me. Games, art, life, I mean, surprisingly I'm drawing more then I have in recent years, but everything else feels a bit ho-hum un-incredible. I wonder.... maybe I'm starting to get tired of being cooped up here all the time? Or perhaps the seemingly self-imposed lack of companionship is what's getting to me.
But it doesn't really feel like a feeling of loneliness perhaps as much as a great boredom. Maybe it's loneliness, crud, what do I know? But it certainly feels like a case of the doldrums. And though I've done quite a bit, I don't really feel a sense of pride coming from the recent work.

That work being a great deal of BR pages sketched out at the moment actually, because after looking at the animation as it is now I realized... I'm not very good at animation. So I'm, heh, sort of giving up on that. I dunno, it was probably about time, I've heard people say drawing comics is much harder then making animation, but I have trouble believing that, animation is just plain painful.

Additionally I sketched up one of the many memes which floats around DA all the time just for the heck of it, and then there is, of course, Kivae's trade, which I managed to finish in around a day and a half (wow... was it really that long?).

......... I dunno... I've known forever and a day that my life is pretty dang boring, but maybe I'm just barely REALIZING it. Frankly, I've been out on the town before, and I'm not entirely sure that's what I want either (I'll be honest with you, with a number of notable exceptions, Pocatellans are insufferable), but maybe I need to take a hobby or find a chat buddy or something. Something to kill time. I used to be pretty into clay modeling...

Eh, I dunno, I could be better by tomorrow, for all I know. Maybe even, writing this in this journal is some sort of release, and that's why DA always get my tangents first.